first cupcakes

hye! arini mia wat cupcakes. for the very very first time!  (duhh.. da tulis da pon kt tajuk entry) semangat ini bermula sejak mia beli baking utensils drpd akak senior yg bernama Makcik Maymay. so pagi ni try la wat cupcakes.. (allowance bru msok.. so bru ade duet nk beli bahan2) huhu. tengok recipe kt internet jela spt biase. mule2 tgk yg omputih pye, tp susah plak nk translate utk cari bahan kt cni. kang patutnye "ibu roti" kang die tulis plak..

so mia amek yg french pye.. senang sket.. heee.

mule2 igt nk wat separuh je,, 5 cups,, sbb takot sgt2 x menjadi & x boleh dimakan... tapi rse cm membazir lektrik plak nk on oven stgah jam. So mia gamble jela ikot recipe tu wat 10 cups.

mia ade je beli mangkuk kaca yg besar & berat tu,, tapi pike2 cm malas plak nk basuh nti. bater nye sikit je, mangkuk sebesar alam. So mia decide utk pkai mangkuk mee je. Rupe2 nye mia x boleh bersikap malas sebegitu.. akibatnye,, byk bahan yg tumpah sewaktu aktiviti menggaul2 sbb bekas itu terlalu kecil... ini lah yg di katakan:

ok.. so.. ini lah hasil bater chocolate & horlicks. Saje gedik wat 2 flavour! haha.

dlm recipe kate isi 2/3 cup. tapi mia bayangkan die akan kembang gile2.. so mia isi 1/3 je.. (konon2 agy pandai drpd penulis recipe ni laaa..) haha. rupenye die kembang kuncup je.. haha. die naek smpai had cup je.. tak kembang sampai ke atas2.. cane nk ckp ek.. ala.. paham kn cane??  so die pon jadi camnie je..

tak reti cane nk decorate.. so maen capai je ape yg ade & tabur2 je.. time kaseh atas sumbangan deco yg juge drpd Makcik Maymay. huhu. patutnye letak colour rice tu before bake dlm oven td kn?? haihhh.. tgk ni dah x cantek...

tapi seb baek la sedap.. surface die rangup & dalam die lembut.. fiewwhhh.. lega!
(kalo mia tipu pon korang bukan tau..) haha. so.. skang kne la mkn 10 cups tu.. (akan pakse ikhwan tolong makan skali. haha)  len kali insyaAllah nk try agy. tapi kne blaja wat deco dlu lah. menyampah lak tgk mereka nie hodoh.. hehe. okbye :)

mystic besties

                                 time flies
 
                            things changed
 
                                 they stay


                                                            ^ O ^

we never know...

Jodoh, ajal, maut, sume tu kan di tangan tuhan..
The moment when we thought we’ve lost the best person we’ve ever met, we cried, we suffered, but we never know that He actually has a better plan for us. He knows we’re strong enough to handle it, and only He knows who’s best for us.

Kadang2 environment yg lagi susahkn kte.. dahla kte mmg susah nk get through situation camtu, org kt keliling ni plak agy terukkan keadaan.. ade certain yg asyik tanye2,, ade certain yg blame kte plak! Tu agy teruk.. yg tambah keruhkn keadaan pon ramai.. I’ve been through these torturing moments, I know how much it hurts, and I really hope it won’t happen again..

Bile kte couple lame2, tp x bwk jmpe parents, dorg bising.. bile da bwk jmpe parents, dorg happy la time tu.. tapi bile x jadi ? mule lah kne bahan.. hmm.. padahal, bwk jumpe parents tu was just the first step to tell them we’re serious about our relationship. We wanted it to end up with a beautiful, happy marriage. Kalo couple bertahun2, of course we were hoping for a marriage kn? Honestly, I think org yg couple lame2, pastu ckp x nak kawen, adalah sgt ridiculous. Org cmtu ade 2 possibilities je : either die menipu, or die Si keji yg layan rmai lelaki.

I just wanna say that it’s difficult enough for us to get through the pain & sadness when we broke up. So friends & family shouldn’t put anymore pressure on us. We never planned to end up this way. We never wanted this to happen. We’re disappointed too. But what else can we do?  Sometimes we just have to accept the fate, be strong, & move on..  We’ll begin a whole new life, open a new chapter, and restart it all. That sounds hard, but that’s life!  :)

"one reason God created time was so that
there would be a place to bury the failures of the past"