4give and 4get

those are 2 different actions.
u can easily forgive someone, but dat doesn't mean u can forget what they did to u. ryte?
as for me, to give or to ask for forgiveness, isn't so difficult.
but i can hardly forget wutever they've done, or wutever they've said..
their wrong-doings will juz keep coming back into my head. i felt guilty sometimes.
-seriously- but it's inevitable. i cudn't get it off my head.
i salute those who can REALLY forgive & forget. coz i can't.
and i'm sorry coz i failed to do so.

as the conclusion: whenever u're mad at someone, it's better for u to say nothing.
do nothing. and leaving that someone for a lil while might also be the best solution.
don't make any stupid scene, or say any bad word.. coz things will get worse..
coz most people are unable to forget those bad things dat u said..
so if u love ur friend, do think before saying or doing anything stupid.
thanx :)

TVD -tamparan vampire diaries-

the vampire diaries. most of us must've watched diz popular tv series ryte? =)
my sister KAKDEK, has been watching it since couple of months ago.. i wuz the one hu gave her the 1st episode.. (downloaded by HAZIQ).. she told me it wuz awesome, & so i hav 2 continue supplying the following episodes.. at first, i dun really hav much interest 2 watch it coz i wuz bz catching up GLEE and HELLCATS..
however, afta reading many tempting comments about TVD, i decided to watch it's 1st episode..
u know, juz to usha2 the storyline, & the hot actors maybe?? and...

GEDEBUKKKKK...!!
dats wen i saw the very-damn-sizzling-hot DAMON SALVATORE.. woohoo~~
the sound "gedebuk" tu bunyik i jatuh.. i fell in love with him laa...
love at first sight -dats wut people said- hahaha..
dah tu, ape agy?? i continued watching other episodes.. two-three episodes a day..
and my love 4 Damon juz got deeper.. padahal season 1 damon jahat gile kot?? hehe..
ntah la.. KAKDEK is crazy about STEFAN, damon's brother..
she said she prefers the protagonist, & never the antagonist.. blablabla.. hu cares?
i still like my damon! haha.. he's evil.. i know, ryte ;p

afta watching all d episodes given by HAZIQ, i started craving for more..
while waiting for the latest episode from him, i kept watching the episodes dat i've watched, over & over again.. haha.. i wuz insane.. i know, ryte.. ;p

then i started living in a little imaginary world of mine..
i feel lyke he exists taw.. somewhere around me..
i see damon everywhere.. i talk about him all the time.. (sampai kir tension)
i think about him at every minute.. & i stalk his twitter everyday..
wow!! those are actually kinda embarrassing... haha! but i hav to admit,
i'm having a serious crush on him. (as if he's real) haha.. it's pathetic.. i know, ryte.. ;p

somebody needs to stop all diz.. get me out of diz imaginary world..
bring me back to the real world.. stop my addiction to the vampire diaries..
"save me from the nothing i've become" (bring me to life - evanescence) tetibe~~ haha

tuje... tata!! (^o^)

RUMAH ANAK YATIM SG. BUAYA, BANTING.

31^st October 2010.

Lawatan bdk French cohort 5 gy umah ank yatim ni patotnye dibuat pd 16 october.

Oleh sbb xsempat reserve bas, so ktorg tunda pd 23 october. Bas da reserved, brg sume da siap, hati da bekobar2 dah ni.. confirmation d bwat pd 21 october, sume da clear, green light!!

Tbe2, pd 22 october, ade masalah org atasan yg agak bengong & x phm erti RESERVED, die telah mmberi bas itu kpd rombongan yg laen. Agak patah hati jugak lah…

Finally, tarikh yg ktorg dpt ialah 31 october, AHAD okayhhhh~~

Smpai je ktorg kt sane, kte mmg da set dlm pale otak, nk interview bdk2 kt sane.. Kte nk tau sgt, nape dorg dok kt umah ank yatim ni.. and mane parents dorg.. so, asal dpt peluang je, kte akan dok rapat2 ngan salah sorg bdk2 tu, & mule atur kata2 manis. Hehe !

3 soalan utama yg kte tye ialah :

Umur adek brape ?

Adek dok cni sejak bile ?

Cane adek bley ade kt cni?

Hehe.. soalan ke3 cm agak kejam kot. Tp tu la objektif utama. Mule2 takot gak.. takot kalo2 parents dorg meninggal dgn tragis, & bile kte tye, dorg sedeyh pastu nanges meraung2.. mampuihh aku!!

Tp kte stil nk tau gak! So, dgn wajah yg comel, kte pon tanye la kt bdk2 tu.. dan spanjang aritu, kte bjaye interview 10 org bdk!! Hebat kn? Hehehe..

Hasil survey kte ke atas 10 org bdk td ialah:

Kedua ibu bapa meninggal dunia	Ibu sahaja meninggal dunia	Ibu bapa bercerai
1	1	8

Betol lah sangkaan kte, bdk2 ni bkn sumenye xde mak bapak, tp kebanyakan mak bpk dorg lepas tangan… kalo iye pon dah becerai, anak2 tu korg gilir2 lah jage. Asal plak ltak umah anak yatim??

kalo korg nk tau, umah ank yatim ni jage budak2 tanpa kenakan bayaran pape..

Ade certain bdk yg kte tye, die ckp parents die anta die kt ctu, & xpnah dtg jenguk pown..

Saket ati jgk la ble dnga cite psl mak bpk bdk2 tu..

Bile kte tye mak bpk dorg dok mane? Jwpn nye agy saket ati..

SHAH ALAM, PETALING JAYA, KOTA DAMANSARA..

Kalo xsilap kte, slalunye org kaye2 yg dok kt tempat2 cmtu..

Ade 3 beradIk lelaki ni yg caught our attention jgk la.. sbb dorg paling cute kt ctu. Hahaha!

Yg 2 org tu kembar, form 1.. adek die darjah 4.. tp badan dorg kecik je.. xpadan ngan umur..

Dorg ni tergolong dlm bdk2 yg mak bpk becerai.. da 3 taon dorg dok ctu..

Ble kte tye, parents slalu dtg jenguk x? bdk tu ckp:

“mak je slalu dtg.. yg kasi duet blanje pon mak je.. ayah xpnah dtg pon..”

Kte tye lah, ayah keje ape? dok mane? Jaoh ke?

Die jwb “ayah slalu keje kt luar negara.. xde mase nk dtg jenguk ktorg..”

Camtu plak.. sdeyh aku dengar..

Org kaya, anak comel2, tp stil taknak jage bdk2 tu! Boleh lak anta bdk2 tu dok umah ank yatim??

Sukati je! Ko idop sihat sejahtera, ko bley ckp anak2 ko anak yatim.. gile btol..!

Cian kte tgk bdk2 tu.. agy2 yg sjak darjah 1 dah dok ctu..

Ape sgt la kasih syg yg dorg dpt rase stakad 7taon dok ngan mak bpk…

Mak bpk skang ni dah xsayang anak ke??

Reti buat anak je.. pastu ltak umah anak yatim.. pelik btol..

Budak2 yg comel pon mak bpk dorg smpai ati ltak umah anak yatim..

Hmm.. manusia.. kdg2 telampau pentingkn diri..

Dorg xpike prasaan bdk2 tu..

Walo happy camne pon dorg kt ctu, mesti ade jgk rse sedeyh..

Agy2 bdk yg dah besar.. dorg fhm mak bpk dorg xnk jage dorg..

Smpai ati letak anak2 sendiri kt umah anak yatim ??

Sumpah kte xpaham mak bapak dorg ni..

Ade jgk bdk2 yg jwb soalan kte dgn marah taw.. ble kte tye bpk adek mane?

Die jwb:

“ntah. Lantak lah org gile tu. Saye xpeduli pon kak.. die bkn pedulikn saye”

Hmm.. tkejut gak kte dengar.. tp bukan salah bdk2 tu pike cmtu..

Kte juz hope dat these kids x simpan dendam, & abandon anak2 dorg plak nti..

And for those yg belom ade anak tu, nti kalo ade anak, jage lah dorg elok2..

Anak2 tu kn amanah Allah pada kte..

Xkesah la kalo korg becerai talak 3 skali pon, anak2 tu tetap tggjwb korg..

korg bley dpt wife/husband baru, tp budak2 tu ??

korg jela mak bpk dorg taw.. xmungkin ade org laen..

Ramai sgt pasangan yg nk anak, tp x d beri rezeki..

So, sape yg Allah kasi tu, hargai lah anak2 korg kay?

thanx 4 reading. Moge kte same2 fikirkn ye. Wasalam (^_^)