we never know...

Mia bru dpt tau yg ade sorg member mia ni, gf die meninggal sbb leukemia. Mia usha fb die td, and I saw many pics of them. Eventhough mia x rapat sgt ngan member mia nie, mia rse sedih to know that he had lost his loved one. We all know how much we love our bf kn? Takley nk bygkn cane kalo bf kte tbe2 pergi utk selamenye..and im not sure if I can handle this kind of situation if I were in his shoe. Selame nie kte mesti byk gado2 ngan bf kte kn? Cube korg imagine kalo satu hari kte gado dasyat sgt ngan bf kte, & the next day korg dpt tau die meninggal.. mesti rse bersalah & nyesal sgt2 kn?

Hmm.. tulah yg mia ngah pike skang nie.. okay2,, maybe not only our boyfriend,, it could be our mom and dad, or our sisters, or maybe our bestfriends.. it could be anyone that we love okay..
We have to remember that everyone will die.. We just don’t know when..
and when the time comes, we can do nothing but to let them go.

So, why don’t we take this opportunity to love everyone to the max? Try to be nice to them, and always appreciate their presence in our life. we don’t wanna regret it when they are gone, do we?

la déception

We should've accepted the fact that we fight a lot,
we hardly have good time anymore,
but we just don't wanna live without each other.

Because.. that way, we can spend our lives together..
maybe a bit miserable,, but at least we're happy not to be apart.

-____-"

saat kau pergi
berlinanglah air mataku
betapa cinta ku rasakan
kebahagiaan itu
kini lenyaplah sudah
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
tak pernah ku inginkan
perpisahan ini terjadi
ku hanya bisa merelakan
jika memang kau pikir
ini lah yang terbaik

tak perlu kau beri alasan
mengapa kau ingin pergi meninggalkan diriku
karena ku yakin mungkin semuanya itu bisa
membuatmu bahagia

sepenuhnya ku menyadari
bahwa cinta itu tak mesti harus memiliki
namun ku akan terus selalu menyayangimu
setulusnya hati

my broken heart

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know,
still I miss you somehow

From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love,
you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody new
You were my real love, I never knew love. until there was you...

"Baby," I said, "please stay". Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out. Taking time is what love's all about

But you put a dart through my dreams, through my heart.
And I'm back where I started again. Never thought it would end...

trust me,,

i never hated you,
and i still care so much about you..

wut da hell

You say that I'm messing with your head
All 'cause I was making out with your friend
Love hurts, whether it's right or wrong
I can't stop 'cause I'm having too much fun

You're on your knees,
beggin' please
'stay with me'
But honestly,
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good but now,
I'm thinking 'What the hell'
All I want is to mess around,
and I don't really care about
If you love me, if you hate me,
you can't save me, baby, baby
All my life I've been good but now,
'What the hell'

So what if I go out on a million dates?
You never call or listen to me anyway
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
Don't get me wrong,
I just need some time to play

huk.hak.huk.hak

KOT 2011.
my last sports day with my shahbandar friends. It’s sad. I know ryte~~
and so I decided to benefit it to the max!!
Surprisingly, I won 3 medals: 1bronze & 2 silvers - 1500m, 4x400, 4x100.
Should be great enough as my last memories in ipba.
yang plg best is dat my cheerleading team won 2^nd place & also the best costume category!!
with only 2 weeks of practice, that was seriously an unexpected achievement. Hahaha :D

few weeks before KOT ktorg da start penat gile & juz can’t wait to end it. Tapi bile KOT dah abes, rase cm sdey je.. coz we know dat we won’t be spending lots of time together anymore.. I really hope we can always stay in touch. I’ll try my best to make sure it happens! ;p

shahbandar won the 2^nd place overall. However, it will forever be the 1st in our heart..!!

Thanks to all for sharing these beautiful moments with me.
u guys are the best teammates i've ever had.
mia takkan lupe "until when-when".. hehehe
sayang korang! ;)