damn frustrated

Is my heart too fragile? Or they purposely love to break it?
they love to make me cry.. and I never know why..
I can hardly understand.. wut’s wrong wit me? Am I not kind enough to have real friends?
I mean the REAL ones.. NOT those who search for me ONLY when they’re in need..
whenever I need them, they were not there.. and they actually never care..
I thought they are my real friends. Unfortunately I was wrong.. again..
I shudn’t have trusted anyone.. I shudn’t have given them my heart..
I shud have known dat they’re gonna break it.. and juz so they know,
I truly regret it.

do pray for us!

My 12 classmates and I are about to face the most important examination ever!
March 21^st & 28^th, we’ll be sitting our B2 EXAM. This exam is the scariest exam for all of us because it will decide who’ll be going to France, & who will stay. If we succeed, very bright future awaits. Unfortunately, if we fail.. i don’t really know wut will happen to us. I don’t know where should we go because the course exists in nowhere but France. So we can’t continue in Malaysia. Most probably we have to change course, and start learning from the very beginning. Which means we’re gonna waste our 2 years learning French.

Owh gosh.. can’t u see how huge the risk is? Sometimes I do regret taking French. I never thought it will be damn difficult. But I know it’s too late and there’ll be no turning back. At this moment, I can do nothing about it. All I can do is finishing whatever I’ve started. I have to pass the exam with flying colours! I have no other choice..

So, I hope all of u could pray for our success. We’re sorry if we had ever done any mistakes. May all of us will succeed in everything we do & may we have a beautiful life now & forever.

do u feel the same?

close your eyes,
give me your hand,
do u feel my heart beating?
do u understand?
do u feel the same?
or am i only dreaming..

i believe
its meant to be,
i watch u when u're sleeping,
u belong with me,
do u feel the same?
or am i only dreaming..