Wednesday, December 15, 2010
fairytale
i know rmai yg ske tgk cite2 dongeng tv3 ni kn? especially during school hols yg panjang & bosan. yup! including me lahh..
life can sometimes be very complicated. probs wit family, friends, boyfriend, studies, money, body weight, skin tone, & mcm2 lah! kalo tgk cite dongeng, best je kn? they have fairies.. fairies dat can solve all their problems. how nice! i really wish i can have one..
and im pretty sure my life will be so much happier.
im always hoping 4 happiness 2 come. success & joy throughout diz life.
but life's not always a bed of roses. lots of sadness & pain - i juz hate dat part of my life.
how i wish life can be a lot easier.. i wish i could control everything..
i wish everybody loves me.. i wish everything goes the way i want it..
i wish i wont get hurt.. i wish i could wake up every morning wit a huge smile on my face..
i wish to have a wonderful life with my loved ones..
i wish to live happily ever after..
and so i wish my life is a fairytale..
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
selfish. am i?
hav u ever felt jealous looking at ur ex & his new girl?
okay2.. maybe he's not even ur ex. ur scandal? or juz someone u had a crush on?
u may be deeply in love wit ur guy, but at the same time u're still checking on him.
it's not dat u're seeing 2 guys at d same time- DON'T CHEAT BEHIND UR GUY'S BACK..!!
i mean.. stalk his fb or mspace or whichever social network lahh..
juz to c whether he's got a new girl, living a happy life, & bla.. bla.. bla..
however, one day wen u find out dat he has a new gurl,
there's this tiny weird feeling came rushing into ur heart.
very uneasy feeling -shocked? sad? mad? jealous?
so unfair. i know right.. u shudn't hav felt dat way..
all diz while u've been living a great life. so now shud b his turn..
ev'one deserves 2 b happy wit their loved ones..
da world knows u're damn happy wit ur guy, so wut if he's happy wit his girl?
u shud realize dat u actually still care. & u want him 2 b happy too.
juz maybe...
u dun want him 2 create new memories wit his new girl.
u're afraid of the fact dat he's gonna forget his memories wit u.
coz the memories u both shared are juz
too sweet to be forgotten..
move on people. live a happy life! :)
Monday, November 15, 2010
4give and 4get
u can easily forgive someone, but dat doesn't mean u can forget what they did to u. ryte?
as for me, to give or to ask for forgiveness, isn't so difficult.
but i can hardly forget wutever they've done, or wutever they've said..
their wrong-doings will juz keep coming back into my head. i felt guilty sometimes.
-seriously- but it's inevitable. i cudn't get it off my head.
i salute those who can REALLY forgive & forget. coz i can't.
and i'm sorry coz i failed to do so.
as the conclusion: whenever u're mad at someone, it's better for u to say nothing.
do nothing. and leaving that someone for a lil while might also be the best solution.
don't make any stupid scene, or say any bad word.. coz things will get worse..
coz most people are unable to forget those bad things dat u said..
so if u love ur friend, do think before saying or doing anything stupid.
thanx :)
Sunday, November 14, 2010
TVD -tamparan vampire diaries-
the vampire diaries. most of us must've watched diz popular tv series ryte? =)
my sister KAKDEK, has been watching it since couple of months ago.. i wuz the one hu gave her the 1st episode.. (downloaded by HAZIQ).. she told me it wuz awesome, & so i hav 2 continue supplying the following episodes.. at first, i dun really hav much interest 2 watch it coz i wuz bz catching up GLEE and HELLCATS..
however, afta reading many tempting comments about TVD, i decided to watch it's 1st episode..
u know, juz to usha2 the storyline, & the hot actors maybe?? and...
GEDEBUKKKKK...!!
dats wen i saw the very-damn-sizzling-hot DAMON SALVATORE.. woohoo~~
the sound "gedebuk" tu bunyik i jatuh.. i fell in love with him laa...
love at first sight -dats wut people said- hahaha..
dah tu, ape agy?? i continued watching other episodes.. two-three episodes a day..
and my love 4 Damon juz got deeper.. padahal season 1 damon jahat gile kot?? hehe..
ntah la.. KAKDEK is crazy about STEFAN, damon's brother..
she said she prefers the protagonist, & never the antagonist.. blablabla.. hu cares?
i still like my damon! haha.. he's evil.. i know, ryte ;p
afta watching all d episodes given by HAZIQ, i started craving for more..
while waiting for the latest episode from him, i kept watching the episodes dat i've watched, over & over again.. haha.. i wuz insane.. i know, ryte.. ;p
then i started living in a little imaginary world of mine..
i feel lyke he exists taw.. somewhere around me..
i see damon everywhere.. i talk about him all the time.. (sampai kir tension)
i think about him at every minute.. & i stalk his twitter everyday..
wow!! those are actually kinda embarrassing... haha! but i hav to admit,
i'm having a serious crush on him. (as if he's real) haha.. it's pathetic.. i know, ryte.. ;p
somebody needs to stop all diz.. get me out of diz imaginary world..
bring me back to the real world.. stop my addiction to the vampire diaries..
"save me from the nothing i've become" (bring me to life - evanescence) tetibe~~ haha
tuje... tata!! (^o^)
Monday, November 1, 2010
RUMAH ANAK YATIM SG. BUAYA, BANTING.
31st October 2010.
Lawatan bdk French cohort 5 gy umah ank yatim ni patotnye dibuat pd 16 october.
Oleh sbb xsempat reserve bas, so ktorg tunda pd 23 october. Bas da reserved, brg sume da siap, hati da bekobar2 dah ni.. confirmation d bwat pd 21 october, sume da clear, green light!!
Tbe2, pd 22 october, ade masalah org atasan yg agak bengong & x phm erti RESERVED, die telah mmberi bas itu kpd rombongan yg laen. Agak patah hati jugak lah…
Finally, tarikh yg ktorg dpt ialah 31 october, AHAD okayhhhh~~
Smpai je ktorg kt sane, kte mmg da set dlm pale otak, nk interview bdk2 kt sane.. Kte nk tau sgt, nape dorg dok kt umah ank yatim ni.. and mane parents dorg.. so, asal dpt peluang je, kte akan dok rapat2 ngan salah sorg bdk2 tu, & mule atur kata2 manis. Hehe !
3 soalan utama yg kte tye ialah :
Umur adek brape ?
Adek dok cni sejak bile ?
Cane adek bley ade kt cni?
Hehe.. soalan ke3 cm agak kejam kot. Tp tu la objektif utama. Mule2 takot gak.. takot kalo2 parents dorg meninggal dgn tragis, & bile kte tye, dorg sedeyh pastu nanges meraung2.. mampuihh aku!!
Tp kte stil nk tau gak! So, dgn wajah yg comel, kte pon tanye la kt bdk2 tu.. dan spanjang aritu, kte bjaye interview 10 org bdk!! Hebat kn? Hehehe..
Hasil survey kte ke atas 10 org bdk td ialah:
Kedua ibu bapa meninggal dunia | Ibu sahaja meninggal dunia | Ibu bapa bercerai |
1 | 1 | 8 |
Betol lah sangkaan kte, bdk2 ni bkn sumenye xde mak bapak, tp kebanyakan mak bpk dorg lepas tangan… kalo iye pon dah becerai, anak2 tu korg gilir2 lah jage. Asal plak ltak umah anak yatim??
kalo korg nk tau, umah ank yatim ni jage budak2 tanpa kenakan bayaran pape..
Ade certain bdk yg kte tye, die ckp parents die anta die kt ctu, & xpnah dtg jenguk pown..
Saket ati jgk la ble dnga cite psl mak bpk bdk2 tu..
Bile kte tye mak bpk dorg dok mane? Jwpn nye agy saket ati..
SHAH ALAM, PETALING JAYA, KOTA DAMANSARA..
Kalo xsilap kte, slalunye org kaye2 yg dok kt tempat2 cmtu..
Ade 3 beradIk lelaki ni yg caught our attention jgk la.. sbb dorg paling cute kt ctu. Hahaha!
Yg 2 org tu kembar, form 1.. adek die darjah 4.. tp badan dorg kecik je.. xpadan ngan umur..
Dorg ni tergolong dlm bdk2 yg mak bpk becerai.. da 3 taon dorg dok ctu..
Ble kte tye, parents slalu dtg jenguk x? bdk tu ckp:
“mak je slalu dtg.. yg kasi duet blanje pon mak je.. ayah xpnah dtg pon..”
Kte tye lah, ayah keje ape? dok mane? Jaoh ke?
Die jwb “ayah slalu keje kt luar negara.. xde mase nk dtg jenguk ktorg..”
Camtu plak.. sdeyh aku dengar..
Org kaya, anak comel2, tp stil taknak jage bdk2 tu! Boleh lak anta bdk2 tu dok umah ank yatim??
Sukati je! Ko idop sihat sejahtera, ko bley ckp anak2 ko anak yatim.. gile btol..!
Cian kte tgk bdk2 tu.. agy2 yg sjak darjah 1 dah dok ctu..
Ape sgt la kasih syg yg dorg dpt rase stakad 7taon dok ngan mak bpk…
Mak bpk skang ni dah xsayang anak ke??
Reti buat anak je.. pastu ltak umah anak yatim.. pelik btol..
Budak2 yg comel pon mak bpk dorg smpai ati ltak umah anak yatim..
Hmm.. manusia.. kdg2 telampau pentingkn diri..
Dorg xpike prasaan bdk2 tu..
Walo happy camne pon dorg kt ctu, mesti ade jgk rse sedeyh..
Agy2 bdk yg dah besar.. dorg fhm mak bpk dorg xnk jage dorg..
Smpai ati letak anak2 sendiri kt umah anak yatim ??
Sumpah kte xpaham mak bapak dorg ni..
Ade jgk bdk2 yg jwb soalan kte dgn marah taw.. ble kte tye bpk adek mane?
Die jwb:
“ntah. Lantak lah org gile tu. Saye xpeduli pon kak.. die bkn pedulikn saye”
Hmm.. tkejut gak kte dengar.. tp bukan salah bdk2 tu pike cmtu..
Kte juz hope dat these kids x simpan dendam, & abandon anak2 dorg plak nti..
And for those yg belom ade anak tu, nti kalo ade anak, jage lah dorg elok2..
Anak2 tu kn amanah Allah pada kte..
Xkesah la kalo korg becerai talak 3 skali pon, anak2 tu tetap tggjwb korg..
korg bley dpt wife/husband baru, tp budak2 tu ??
korg jela mak bpk dorg taw.. xmungkin ade org laen..
Ramai sgt pasangan yg nk anak, tp x d beri rezeki..
So, sape yg Allah kasi tu, hargai lah anak2 korg kay?
thanx 4 reading. Moge kte same2 fikirkn ye. Wasalam (^_^)
Sunday, October 17, 2010
c'est ma passion!
then he decided to learn from his friends..
it took him only a few months..
and now, he's already good at it..
i love to see him play..
i could sense the pleasure..
i'd love to get a lesson..
but i dun really have much time..
i wish dat someday
i'll get a chance to play guitar too ;p
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
mimpi??
kte nk ckp psl mimpi kte mlm td.. mimpi pelik & menakutkn..
cite die camni...
time tu dah kol 1 lbeyh, kte bru siap wat preparation utk "exposer" (pembentangan) esok.
kte maen2 sms ngan AKIR jap, pastu gtau die kte nk tido dah..
lbey kurg 1.15 cmtu kte da lena dah la..
tbe2 kte nmpk diri kte dlm 1 rumah. kt umah tu ade kte ngan KAKYA (my sista) je.
pastu kakya ckp ade org jahat msok umah tu, so die soh kte nyorok dlm bilik.
kte pon msok la dlm salah 1 bilik dlm umah tu..
ble da masok, tbe2 kte nmpk ade 1 ppuan ngah solat dlm bilik tu..
kte rse takot sgt sbb kte tau kt umah tu cume ade kakya je.
kte lari keluar dr bilik tu, nk cari kakya, tapi....
kt ruang tamu ade RAMAI PPUAN PAKAI TELEKUNG...
dorg jalan slow je.. kehulu kehilir...
dorg x hiraukn kte lgsg.. tp kte mggigil2 kt pintu bilik..
muke dorg kabur je.. tp sumpah.. sgt mnakutkn..!!
kakya is nowhere 2 b seen.. umah tu pnoh ngan 'dorg' je!
kte tersedar tbe2. baju kte basah ngan peluh.. kte stil igt sgt2 gambaran mimpi tu..
so kte tarik selimot.. walopun bpeluh2.. kte tgk handphone, baru kol 1.50 pg!
which means x sampai sejam pon kte tido..
kte pon try la msg akir.. seb baek die blom tido..
"eh? bkn dr td kmu ckp kmu nk tido ke?"
"a'ah.. da tido da.. kte tsdar tbe2.. kte mimpi takot.. =( "
"mimpi ape?"
"ntah.. antu kot.. takot la.. xley tido.. =( "
"yeke.. kalo xley tdo, kmu msg2 jela ngan kte dlu ok?"
"okay x yang??"
"yang?"
"err... nyte syg.. ;p "
(konon2 je kte ckp xley tido.. padahal da nyenyak dah! malu je.. haha)
kte pon tido ngan lena smpai pagi..
p/s: kte stil takot ble tringat psl mimpi ni..
kalo2 ade sesape yg pnah tbace maksud mimpi kte ni.. plz let me know k?
maybe i did sumtg wrong.. hu knows..? =(
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
me & you
i always think of you more then i should,
but i wont stop myself even if i could..
everytime i see you i wanna let u know how i feel,
i wanna hold you and show you dat our love is real..
you were there through the good and bad,
you were there when i was mad or sad..
you're the one who can make me smile,
when i say i don't love u, it's just me in huge denial..
you mean the whole world to me,
and it just took me a while to see..
no matter how often we fight,
there'll forever be a place for you in my heart..
and we will never fall apart..
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
raye dtg agy
p/s: takkan ade harapan utk aku dptkn putera katak. wekkkk!!!
Monday, August 30, 2010
k
sumtimes i purposely make u mad,
coz i know u'll surely forgive me,
whenever i say 'im sorry'..
im sorry i never talked things out,
but instead i would always scream and shout,
im sorry if u think dat i never appreciate u,
u really should know my life means nothing without u..
thanx for your kindness dat I'll never forget,
u’re one of the nicest people I've ever met..
i promise dat the love so strong & true..
is what i will always give 2 u..happy anniversary, dear :)
Thursday, August 26, 2010
friendship
Monday, August 23, 2010
sahur terlampau
ni lah juadah sahur kte & akir pg td.
15 gulung roti jala, kari ayam, nasi & scrambled eggs..
tu blom kire yg x muat masok gamba.. ade ayam percik & karipap sardin.. wahahaha~~ sume ni mak die yg masak.. KECUALI
scrambled eggs tu je....
kak ija die masak!
haha..! kte ni tolong mkn je ;p
eh, okla tu. kalo kte xmkn,
mmbazir je terbuang..hehe!
kesimpulannye nk ckp kt cni yg ktorg knyang gle ar pg td..
mengalahkn buke lak rasenye!!
papepon thanx kt mak & kakija.. cgt cdap!! :D
Thursday, August 19, 2010
=(
and the loneliness you felt inside.
I'm sorry for the way things were,
and the selfishness that you endured.
I'm sorry for the nights we lost,
and the deep pain it must have cost.
I'm sorry for the love you missed,
hurting you helped me realize this.
I'm sorry if i am not the girl you deserved,
this has been the hardest lesson learned.
I'm sorry I wasn't there to show,
the deepest love you'll ever know.
I'm sorry for the empty days,
and the stresses that you still yet pay.
I'm sorry for the heart I broke,
that shattered with the words I spoke.
I'm sorry for the empty space,
that laid beside you in my place.
I'm sorry for the empty arms,
you fell into when times were hard.
I'm sorry it took so long to vow,
to love you forever here and now.
Thursday, August 12, 2010
handphone
Wednesday, August 11, 2010
jom puase!
Sunday, August 8, 2010
the sorcerer's apprentice
Sunday, August 1, 2010
lasagna~~
inception
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
shake! shake!
Monday, July 26, 2010
bone injuries
kalo nk compare ngan tambang taxi, mmg jaoh beza gile..
wahahaha! indah sungguh prasaan itu~~
sempat ar gak snap pix b4 msok ice rink tu,
sbb ble da maen. xley bwk camera msok dlm.
tp ble msok 3rd round, da start terase
sambung je maen cm xde pape jadi..
padahal.. pedih gle owwhhh~~
GEDEBUKK...!!!! kte gagal dislamatkn. teduduk ar atas ice tu bbrape saat..
ice rink jahat, tmpat tulang bontot ku terhentak!
p/s: actvt ny mmbawe kesan paling mmdalam pd kte..
sbb smpai skarg luke2 melecet & lebam masih ade,
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
eclipse
after so long x jejak kaki kt panggung, akhirnye dpt gak ktorg kua tgk muvi :)
besemangat waja gy TGV klcc.. nk tgk eclipse pye psl.. :p
b4 diz adek kte slalu mmbebel kutuk2 bella tu xpndai belakon ar..
gedik ar.. ngade ar.. apela.. tp kte relax je.. kte rse die ok je. & mybe character die mmg kne muke stone cmtu, nk wat cane ye dokk??
tp, pas kte tgk eclipse.. prasaan menyampah tu berkembang mekar lak!
bkn sbb die xpndai blakon.. tp sbb die sgt2 "menjleng" bak kate org jawe..
ngade gile. xleyh trime.. hmph!!
boleh plak kiss jacob, ckp i love u.
pastu gy kt edward, ckp i love u more.
ish.. bengong tol.. kte ny dahla emo sket ble tgk muvi..
xpsl2 bella dah dibenci skang ny. haha.
come on.. make up ur mind.. msti die confuse coz rse dri die hot sgt..
yela, direbut oleh vampire & wolf.. hebat tol.. hehe!
ala.. snang2 edward meh kt mia jela..
hahaha :D
Thursday, July 15, 2010
mamak vs food court
Wednesday, July 14, 2010
cempedak
ambil..... blabla..
...kte bdk bru blaja,
kalo salah plz btolkn" =)
hye. kte wat blog ni coz lecturer pakse. diz semester ktorg wat discussion through blog.
poyo kn?? agak ar.. tp tpakse la ikot gak kn? adela kot benefit d mase dpn. :)
eh! lupe lak.. motif kte ckp ni, utk kaitkn dgn pantun ats tu.
kte ni bru nk jd blogger, so kalo ade pape salah silap, sorry taw!
owh. ya! ckp psl 'kalo salah plz btolkn'..
kte nk cite sket psl dunia & sikap society zmn skang.
camni, kte ni bkn ar org baek2 (alim ulama').. kte ny bley kate agak jahil ar..
still perlu panduan dlm byk hal.. especially hal agame.
ble org2 mcm kte ni start ade interest utk blaja mende2 cmni, bkn ke org laen patot gmbire & mengalu alukn kte?
agak disappointed ble mendapati org2 yg berilmu ni, memilih utk mengasingkn org2 cm kte ni..
mybe dorg nilai kte melalui pakaian ke, pcakapan ke, pergaulan ke..
ntah la.. yg penting niat ati kte nk mntk panduan dr dorg, tuje..
unfortunately, dorg prefer utk bergaul & membimbing org2 yg dah sedia terbimbing..
(stok2 yg baek cm dorg la)..
xtaw la nape, mybe akn dipandang buruk kot kalo hangout ngan org cm kte.. kott??
at last, dorg biarkn insan2 jahil cm kte ny tros jahil..
aiyaa.. susah la ini mcm..
patutnye org cm kte ni yg ptot dorg tolong..
tp ble korg cm 'pilih bulu'.. susah la kte.. ye dokk??
pike2 la ek? org yg da mmg baek, dtg dr family baek2, insyaAllah they'll always be on d right track.
ble ade org2 cm kte ny, jgn la descriminate. bimbing la ktorg spy jd cm korg..
p/s: skang kte da merajok da ngan dorg. haha =D